Friday, March 30, 2007

The Incredible Flying (Belly) Man!

It was half past 3 in the evening. The air was cold, and had the heavy stench of nicotine. The three Heroes, were on their way back from 7th heaven after practising their shots and forming their strategy on a table with 26 dual coloured men.

They stood beside the exit machine, and Flying Man called for it. It was a subtle and magnificent piece of engineering. The three Heroes waited patiently for the machine to arrive. As soon as in appeared, its silver doors opened to reveal a rather crowded chamber.

Then, it was a matter of wheter to wait for the next machine, or to take this crowded one. They chose the latter. They squeezed inside. Flying Man was the last to enter the machine, and he had to stand in front of the the other two heroes, his back facing the doors.

It was then that one of the heroes told the Flying Man not to stand with his back facing the doors. Flying Man nonchalantly replied that it was alright and he had to be a man and also there was no other choice.

Suddenly Flying Man's cape got stuck between the doors of the machine, and it pulled him up like a chicken dangling in a Chicken Rice Shop. Flying Man was injured!!



The real story:

After a game of foosball, Dan, I and Toby were heading back to Technical English 2. We called for the elevator, and when it came, it was SUPREMELY crowded.

Toby entered last into the elevator, and I told him not to stand with his back facing the doors.

His bag got stuck between the elevator doors and it pulled him up! LOL! *sorry Toby, but its DAMN FUNNY*

The result was a bruised arm.

Listen to the elders Toby! EHHE!

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 4:04 PM
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

I have nothing to blog!

OMG! Im running out of ideas! BLOGGERS BLOCK! OMG OMG! Heh, but anyway, I've upladed some nice renditions of Picasso's The Three Graces, tell me which you like best! The first pic is the original.






what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 9:26 PM
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Monday, March 26, 2007

Sick

I'm sick. Will continue blogging as soon as I am well. Sorry!

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11:20 PM
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Thursday, March 22, 2007

Nerdie!

Nerdie! Why are you feasting on my loneliness? ahahah! Okok, heres a love poem for you then, but not aimed at you la! ;)

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It's that time of the year again,
The time for us to renew and regain,
Should we abstain?
Or should we remain?
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Your eyes remind me of a dream,
Of a valley with a deep stream,
You're more than you seem,
And I love you from deep within.
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Give her wings so that she could fly,
To her, be more than just a guy,
And to her, always try,
Never lie,
As the time for US is nigh.
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Trying to be the only one,
Since you made me drawn,
But between you I'm torn,
Until dusk becomes dawn.

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 6:43 PM
3 people in the crowd heard my words

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Hum Halleluyah.

This is an emo post and entirely fictional and was not meant to hurt anyone, I swear. Readers beware, may cause nausea and the usual lovey-dovey emotions in a instant. This post is for your reading pleasure, please do NOT copy nor redistribute it. I wrote this with every feeling that echoes in my empty heart. Thank you.

"I could write it better than you ever felt it," Fall Out Boys.

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She stood in front of me, eyes fastened on my already motionless pupils. My eyes, my mind, my thoughts, everything, was for her, and for her only. There was never a moment in my life that I stood agape, wondering if things were for the better now.

The year was fresh, nevertheless cumbersome for a guy like me. 19 years I have lived, and not once, had I ever felt this lonely. Imagine that, a guy like me, to have no one to live for, no one to share my experiences with, no one to be there by my side, no one to call my own. I had to choose between sorrow, and happyness; I chose the latter. However, attaining happiness is no childs play.

Combining my inner strength and the hope, the will, and the superficial soul, the one that I never had to begin with; I entered the labor-force for the first time. It all started like a veil of uncertainty covering a empty plain; with no remorse nor a shadow of doubt. Days passed on; every single day eating time like it were ants on a hill of sugar. I was doing fine. I was doing much better than I was to begin with.

Surely I had made a mistake to think this was how it was going to be till the end.

Seing her clad in her own unique sense of style, made me wonder, is she really all that? Does she not care about the people around her, the ever looking eyes of evil and deception? Of deceit, dillemma and perils? Somehow I envied her, heavenly and yet down to earth as she may seem, she was warm. The warmth of a woman I had hungered for so long. The tender, soft-spokenness of an angel. I wanted her more. I wanted her to cure the scars, the pain, and the void that has left me insecure.

I wanted her, I needed her, I had to have her, I couldn't live without her, I couldn't breathe without her, I just couldn't do without her, although I couldn't have her, nor I didn't have her.

The first day we exchanged words would mark a long but memorable lapse of time. A bright sunny day to commemorate this happy meet. Halleluyah, I would hum, if I had the second chance to relive that day. It was meant to be that we began becoming more and more drawn to each other. I wanted to spend every day, every second, every tear, laugh, and pain with her; to become her tail.

Weeks passed, this time, slower than I had anticipated. Somehow, I treasured life, and all it had to offer, in greater depths than I used to. Was this feeling love? The burning sensation that I felt every time I took a breath? Is this image burned in my heart really her? Is this what Romeo and Juliet died for? I was ready to do the same, for her, and for everything she believed in.

I loved her more than life itself. Every day I'd look at my cellphone, waiting for a hint, or rather an sms, to show that she really did believe in me, in us, and for us. It was special what we had, we believed in us, with every single cell of blood flowing in our every vein and arteries. Unique in a sense that I know knew someone breathes for me, and I for her.

Every word reminded me of her. Every single time I opened my eyes, there she stood, with her calming, soothing aura than I reckon was the end to all pain. There was nothing compared to having her close by, to have held her hand, to have her sit next to me, her delicate skin against my coarse, rough beast-like hand.And from having her sleep next to me, to watch her calm face that made everything worthwhile; to having her lay on my chest, to hear the heart that beats and pumps blood into my veins for her; to holding her in my arms, as wished time would just freeze and shatter all inanimate existence, except ours. Imagine being in total solitude, but having just one more soul around and in you, forever yours. Imagine being lonely, just the two of us, in a crowded room. Imagine not living for anyone else, but just for us, and for us alone. Imagine not caring for anything other than the significant other. Imagine....

It was heaven, 7th heaven as I would say. But my words weighed no more than a grain of unworthy sand on a beach. In this unforgiving world, only what they say carried weight, and they said 'All good things must come to an end'.

It ended as soon as it begun. As fast as wild fire spread across numerous dried and withered trees. Somehow, it just wasn't meant to be. Feelings, yet again they say, comes easy, and goes hard.

Thanks for the memories. Halleluyah, I'll have to carry on without you.

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11:40 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

I've taken it up again.

14 in a day, 2 boxes in two days.
Is it enough?
I already started making my own.

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 12:07 AM
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Personality.

I took this test after going thru Prakash's blog. I find it VERY MUCH true, but not AMAZINGLY true tho.Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

Trait Snapshot:
craves attention, messy, open, rash, irritable, likes large parties, low self control, weird, fragile, does not like to be alone, emotionally sensitive, worrying, depressed, heart over mind, does not respect authority, dependent, not rule conscious, not good at saving money, more interested in relationships than intellectual pursuits, likes to fit in, very social, frequently second guesses self, phobic, suspicious, not careful, outgoing, vain, compassionate, aggressive, likes to make fun, hates to lose

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I miss my guitar suddenly.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Best Albums Of My Life.

What do both the albums above have in common?
The represent my life, the pain, the anguish, the happyness, and the anger.
Highly recommended =). God, I sound like a salesman.

Anyway, I have both the albums, and here are the track listings.

Maroon 5 - Songs about Jane *Jane is Adam Levine's ex, thats what I heard.*



1. Harder to Breathe
2. This Love
3. Shiver
4. She Will Be Loved
5. Tangled
6. The Sun
8. Sunday Morning
9. Secret
10. Through With You
11. Not Coming Home
12. Sweetest Goodbye


Chris Daughtry - Daughtry *what a neat album name*



1. It's Not Over
2. Used To
3. Home
4. Over You
5. Crashed
6. Feels Like Tonight
7. What I Want (featuring Slash)
8. Breakdown
9. Gone
10. There And Back Again
11. All These Lives
12. What About Now

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Seriously, the songs here that are in BOLD are A-rated. Try them.

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10:39 PM
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Monday, March 12, 2007

March the 12th.

It's been damn long since I met you, OMG you look SO differrent. You've grown into a fine, refined young lady haven't you? God I miss you. It was nice meeting you today, even though it was for awhile.


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On a totally unrelated matter,

I've begun seeing, that you were only an Infatuation.

I loved you more, 8388.

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 9:22 PM
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Saturday, March 10, 2007

Premi's 19!

Well 7th of March was Pramilah's birthday, but I TOTALLY forgot! OMG I'm so sorry Premi! Your SO kind hearted to have invited me to the party! Thanks! A shoutout to Renu on her birthday as well which was on the 8th.

So anyway, we had a small gathering in TGIF Subang. The place was CROWDED! But it was well worth the time la. Premi, we had a great time talking on the way there eh? =)
Below are some pics from that memorable day!

1. The 3 SAM sufferers!


2. See no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil, and WE ARE EVIL!

3. Prakash checking out his teeth on the camera screen. LOL!


4. Mudsliders.


4. I spy with my own eye, PRAKASH's white teeth! LOL.

6. I love this pic man! We look like celebs.


6. Am I angry or what?

7. Premi being asked to stand on a chair and speak her mind. When do people get that opportunity these days eh?

7. Omigosh, TIMBER! Lol!

8. The politician in Premi.


9. Out, out, brief candle.
10. TGIF Crew.

11. TGIF Crew with Premi.


12. Premi and her cake.


13. Group pic. Clockwise from left; Prakash, me, Sanjay, Ash, Dhalini, Premi, Ashwini.


14. Three muskeeter-ees.

15. Charlie' Devils. Lol, 'Charlie' looks constipated. Hahaha!

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11:57 PM
6 people in the crowd heard my words

Thursday, March 08, 2007

Vins 18th Birthday

Pics from that day


1. Chiew Hoe(Sasuke) and me, ahaha. Check out my eyes man, sleepyy!

2. Remember this pic guys? Haha, good old days.

Vast differences between the two pics huh?


3. Kevin Tan - Vin's boyfriend, suprising her with a cake.
4. Check out Vins smile. Super happy! Hahaha, but then I didnt take this pic, VK did, so sorry bout the half head Vin.
5. Make a wish!
6. Group pic. *check out Alvin, he's hiding!*

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10:15 PM
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Dashboard Confessionals SoundPlug: Over you

Chris Daughtry's Over you.

*I couldn't get the song file for this*

Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of meeee

(Chorus)
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!
(End Chorus)

You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say,
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other’s opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for meee

(Chorus)
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally getting’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!
(End Chorus)

I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you

And I never saw it coming
I should have started running
I’m finally getting better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!

The day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you…

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 9:19 PM
2 people in the crowd heard my words

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

F*ck off, to love.

This is my first time using foul language/profanity in my blog, and its dedicated to the feeling we all know oh-so well, Love.



F*ck off pain, you cause every part of me to bleed.
F*ck off you f*cking life, I hate being me.
F*ck off everything that I believed in.
F*ck off believing, trusting and having faith.

You f*cking love life, get the f*ck behind me.
Get away you cursed, wretched feeling.
I wish I could do without your f*cking influence in my f*cking life.
Whats the use having you, when all you return is this f*cking pain?
Pure love given, tainted dark, f*cked up love returned.

Most of all, f*ck you.
F*ck you.
F*ck the f*cking you.
Your nothing more than a bloody f*cked up Cupid.

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 12:50 AM
4 people in the crowd heard my words

Tagged again!

These are the rules: Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog!

sianyee and lydia tagged me! =)

1. I love to sleep! Yeah I know I'm lazy larh!

2. I can EASILY fall in love, but I find it hard to let go.

3. Hmm, I love and hate 'love'. Its like, when your in love, you love love to bits, and when you decided not to love, you don't love love anymore. Get it? Wahahah!

4. I actually HATE to blog. But sometimes I use this site to get this off my chest.

5. I love self-pity. It's become a part of me.

6. I'm ALWAYS used, and I mean ALWAYS used.

I am gonna tag :
- allen tong
- pinknerd
- prax
- pramilah
- toby
- xewei

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 12:23 AM
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Friday, March 02, 2007

Thanks Earl!

Earl-ku over at kukujiao.com was kind enough to hook me up with this complementary email!
So now on, any emails regarding this blog would be directed to

ihaveabig@kukujiao.com


Seriously!

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 12:20 AM
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Thursday, March 01, 2007

Maybe.

Maybe I'll grow up.
Maybe I won't.

Maybe the time will come,
Maybe it won't.

Maybe I'll get over you,
Maybe I still love you.

Or maybe I don't?

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 9:46 PM
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