Sunday, January 29, 2006
Bored!
heyya..im writing from johor..loll..wad am i doin here? visiting my sis ler..lolx..damn borin la..nothin 2 do..nothin 2 play..totaly sian~!..hmm..so tired..damn sleepy but cant sleep..haizz...dis keyboard n mouse sukx..aiyaa...hmm got appointment on 1st in kayems house..goin daniels house then hed fetch me kua..lolx..okok la..ciaux..haizz..boredom~!
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 4:07 PM
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Friday, January 27, 2006
At last, i spoke to her!
ahh..another day in college..been a hectic week..full of ups and downs..hmm..morning started out real farny..i had no clothes to wear..so i used this purple turtleneck tee..damn..wrong choice..everyone was laffin at me!..lol..went into the bus..sian yee was awake! for the 1st time..lol..said she drank coffee..lol...so..then entered the second bus..and then the insults started..callin me creature la, teletubby la, mcdonald character(the purple 1) then summore worse call me brinjal(terung)..knss..after that whole day i dint see sian yee and her click..classes were alrite..kinda boring today..one of my classmates, beverly, is super quiet in class..so i tried breakin the ice..by complementin her style of dressing..it was hot! serious! she turned so shy..haha..but she smsed me! yahoo! i melted the ice! thats most of what happened..lol..then came goin bek time..there was this indian girl..i never had the nerve to talk to her..not even once..and today, i finally toked 2 her! and guess what! she was really nice! funny girl..lolx.but the worse part was she actually hated me! omg! she said sumone told her i was back biting bout her..and god knows, that wasnt true..glad dat was cleared up...waitin for her to online now..dunno shes comin or not..lol..hmm..i luv L3 laa..gud times..gud times!
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10:11 PM
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Wednesday, January 25, 2006
I never meant to do those things to you
haizz..total bad day today..im so so sorry sian yee..never meant to hurt you..i dunno how it got this way..i cannot even take a nap! feel so bad..i promise..i wunt ever say nething bout you! omg..u seriously wan me to hug that girl?? gilaa..ne way..thank god u forgave me..if not i dunt know wad i wud haf done..so back to college issues...i was elected by the maths teacher to be the MC in the chinese new year celebration in coll..OMG! im indian! LOL! damn farny laa..tomorrow is daniels big day..i was see wad happens..this is gonna be fun!..summor wad happen ar..oh yea..met this fren of sian yee from skewl..named pauline..super farny laa today..i was thinkin her name was coleen..so i was calling her coleen all the time..then suddenly sian yee said pauline..and i was lost..so i basically used this trick.."eh ur name pauline or coleen?" she replied "pauline" and i was like "yea! i was rite..ahaha!" but shes damn familiar laa..seen her sumwhere b4..made her laff like hell..she actually had stomach ache and sore red cheeks after i made her laff! damn farny!ahh..tomorow another day in college..cant wait to say sorry 2 her..=)i feel bad..over and out!
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 8:28 PM
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Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Another Day, Another Fall
hmm..how 2 start this post hor? hmm..today was kinda boring lerr..few farny things did happen tho like when i and daniel went makan wid sian yee(samantha) ^_^ , and her frens..they were laffing like nutz..damn farny laa..see them laff makes me feel nice..hahax..besides that..today i ponteng LAN..damn boring la..the stupid crapper wud go on and on bout his family..haizz..went library wid ah yee..damn sad aso la today..gud fren mr.duck lost his wallet..we were searchin hi and lo for it..but couldnt find it..sad case sad case..besides that..fought wid bus driver today..i gave m seat to shimin...and sat wid daniel and choe...and then this bus driver stop the bus..came all the way behind and said..u cannot sit here..if u sit here must pay 120 if break..if dunt like can leave the bus.,..i was like WTF? i paid rm200 for fees and u insutl me? kns..i dun care la..i kept sitting there..haizz..geram geram!okok la..off i go..go do ringtone..ciaux
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 5:29 PM
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Sunday, January 22, 2006
Hair-Mania!
Oyasumi! been two days + since i wrote ma last post..things haf been kinda slow in ma life..constant dota-ing and studyin is makin time go like sum kinda wine..u noe..one sip and u see the glass finish liow..haizz.can u all beleive? its already 3 weeks past since new years? kns..damn fast..aiya..today damn sad..want to see liverpool trash manU..but gotta go sleep..college tomorow..i cut ma hair dy..so damn short..but i managed 2 save the fringe..i want it to grow long! long as can be! then colour it!hhaha..today went to cousins place..hanged out there for awhile..monopoly is getting boring! lol! hmm..monday again..kns..2molo must wear red and go college..and i dunt haf redd! sei liow! imagine me in red! haizz..hope it turns out well..cant wait 2 see sian yee 2molo..she tinted her hair gold and red..fuhh..must see!kk la..getting tired and sleepy..nitez!
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10:07 PM
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Thursday, January 19, 2006
Late Post!
Sorry guys, didn;t update my post yesterday, bz day for me..hmmpph..nothing much happened yesterday, except for the fact that i think my maths teacher dislikes me..hehe..im dislikeable!i love college! i love my new found friends!
I LOVE EVERYTHING, except the hw..haha..cant wait for tommorow,its gonna be great! Our class, L3, is gonna haf lunch together! Thats rite, 30 of us! asia, be ready for noise! hmm..finally the dispute over the fishball and forest green was over, sian yee beat me! for once, sumone actually beat me! lol! today was great, except that i couldnt haf lucnh wid sian yee, her break time diff...but that girl arh..make me so shy one..yesterday, i was waiting for her from 9.40 till 10.15 to come out for lunch..she finally came and we made our way to asia, i was starving when she suddenly said, eh i wan eat wid frens! WTH?? nemmind la..hehe..today met po yee..hua the girl..so much difrences...last time so ah moi liddet, now like very leng dy..met her bf too..nice guy i persume..shud be tough being him, putting up wid her =P..lunch time today was so kewl, we went to this restaurant, and they had a sales gimmick there which said Every food here is RM5, so i was like "ahh..really?" so i purposedly ordered steak..n guess what, the steak came with rice, beans, and A FREE DRINK! this beats the holy crap outta Cabana ( daniels fav restaurant )..haha..kk la..lz dy..gotta go!
I LOVE EVERYTHING, except the hw..haha..cant wait for tommorow,its gonna be great! Our class, L3, is gonna haf lunch together! Thats rite, 30 of us! asia, be ready for noise! hmm..finally the dispute over the fishball and forest green was over, sian yee beat me! for once, sumone actually beat me! lol! today was great, except that i couldnt haf lucnh wid sian yee, her break time diff...but that girl arh..make me so shy one..yesterday, i was waiting for her from 9.40 till 10.15 to come out for lunch..she finally came and we made our way to asia, i was starving when she suddenly said, eh i wan eat wid frens! WTH?? nemmind la..hehe..today met po yee..hua the girl..so much difrences...last time so ah moi liddet, now like very leng dy..met her bf too..nice guy i persume..shud be tough being him, putting up wid her =P..lunch time today was so kewl, we went to this restaurant, and they had a sales gimmick there which said Every food here is RM5, so i was like "ahh..really?" so i purposedly ordered steak..n guess what, the steak came with rice, beans, and A FREE DRINK! this beats the holy crap outta Cabana ( daniels fav restaurant )..haha..kk la..lz dy..gotta go!
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 7:51 PM
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Ah, finally respect!
Brand new day!But guess what? A TIRESOME DAY! got up at 545am, barely awake and i accidently tripped on my phone charger wire and fell down!Now thats what i called PAIN!So headed my way to the bus stand, and here comes trouble! The bus actually missed me! The bus went straight on and thank god it stopped at the traffic light! so i ran up, knocked the door and said ARLO! LET ME IN GODDAMN IT! haizzz...i got in n the guy actually said I couldnt see you, very dark la the morning! kns..wad kinda driver, racial discrimination! then i saw sian yee a.k.a fishball/colour blind..y fishball? DUDE!! SHE EATS FISHBALL FOR BREAKFAST! omg! then she has this obession bout a colour of her sweater, she supposedly calls it FOREST GREEN, but c'mon! ITS BROWN! The entire journey i was like pointing to her objects and tellin her the colour, blur laa! But very amusing! hahahax..shes cute in that sense..lol..we reached taylors too quick for ne one of us to grasp. we got down, and i told miss blur case that id belanja her starbucks for lunch(not i wan belanja wan, she force me 1). the day went on slow, but steadily. During one of the class i met Mr.Sad ( Daniel ),dunt ask me y he sad, i still dunno y..lol..he ask me go lunch wid him,so i had to reschedule the coffee time wid sian yee sum other time. Break time we headed to daniels fav restaurant, Cabana. wadda heck is cabana? Sounds like banana, or balanar, waddheck??? We reached there at 12.15, but guess what? OUR FOOD REACHED AT 12.45! we rushed and rushed for our food, sian yee's friend su ann still havent gotten her order and it was getting late! but it managed to get there la..lol..we rushed and finally made it on time to class! 2 hours later, class was over, but ms.blur case had class till 3.55( shes obsessed withe the five mins at the behind, its 4 laa!) went pool-ing with daniel,alvin,duck and his gay partner nigel.watched them play pool and wtached some hot action goin on between two customers of Asia cafe. geli! super geli!
after spendin an hour there, we headded to the busstop, on the way i called fishball and told her come quick, bus already there. she was like HAR? SO FAST? and said shed rush down. So i dint take notice and was chatting wid alvin, and guess what, when i turned, SHES ALREADY THERE! WTHHH? flash ka?cheating sia..after that, we entered the bus n continued our debate bout forest green with my exclassmate Shimin. Haizz, girls side girls one..so char 1!
after spendin an hour there, we headded to the busstop, on the way i called fishball and told her come quick, bus already there. she was like HAR? SO FAST? and said shed rush down. So i dint take notice and was chatting wid alvin, and guess what, when i turned, SHES ALREADY THERE! WTHHH? flash ka?cheating sia..after that, we entered the bus n continued our debate bout forest green with my exclassmate Shimin. Haizz, girls side girls one..so char 1!
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 7:56 PM
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Monday, January 16, 2006
The Shell Of Insecurity
Well, im back again, with a boosted up confidence! Today was da best la in college! i finally am being able 2 talk 2 the opposite gender! IM SUCH A LAMER! WooHOO! haha! im so happy today..for along time, ive always wanted 2 be this way! shit, i hope no one is reading this..it such a shame! hmm..wad elz, oh yea! for along time, ive been wanting to speak to this girl whom i met in my tution. Shes my good friends BEST BUDDY! when i was in tution, i never had the confidence to meet up with her. But guess what? IM FINALLY SITTING IN THE BUS WITH HER! ahah..lamer..wad a lamer am I! well, this girl is a real nice girl, shes got looks, personality, dude, shes a allrounder. well, kinda happy being able to talk to her, its been awhile to muster up the confidence to talk to sumone whos a HIT in KLANG!well, ne one mite say comments bout her, but, i will definelty not believe a single rumour! overprotective? I think not!
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 7:49 PM
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Sunday, January 15, 2006
College and my problems!
College is tommorow..but thank God its only till 2! after that ive got driving lessons..well..it sucks but..i need to get my licence! Hmm..college..Ive always seen it as a point where my social barrier would be finally broken..and I really hope it does..Daniel..if you see this message..you'd understand wad i mean. Since my school days(primary), I was able to communicate and chat freely with the opposite gender i.e girls. But ever since secondary, I can't seem to be that way. Everytime I see a girl, and feel like talkin..id basically look at the floor. I just can't do it! And besides..my mum..shes strict as hell..she doesnt like me talkin 2 girls..that makes up for my social barrier.Everytime I pick up my handset, she asks me WHO IS THAT? If i say its a girl, shed say CUT THE LINE, if i said it was a guy, WHY IS HE CALLIN YOU? IS HE GAY? So I've been in denial basically from the start. I remember last year, when i called my good fren Po Yee(a girl) to wish her New Years, I had to actually go outside the house, near my backdoor and speak! LOL! And yes! I WAS IN A TUX(suit)!joke isn't it? Besides that, when i see a chinese girl, insecurity creeps inside me, I become wayyy shy(actually im a chatterbox). Im scared wheter shed feel uneasy talkin to me. DARN! this is just the beginning! I just cant bring my self to talk!
God knows my problem! I need help! Well, there are more emotional scarring that Ive gone thru in my life that made me this way. Close friends knew how much i loved this girl, who just used me and threw me. Well, all i can say is thanks, you ruined me! I need a friend, who i can confide in, who shares my feelings, and take me to newer grounds. Lots of my friends would say Im preety good in talkin to girls. But I know, i only could talk 2 them if ive been close to them from the beginning or ive been chattin thru sms or msn! If there was a situation where i was stuck with a girl in the elevator for hours, I still wouldnt be able to speak to her! Well, i need help! HELP!
God knows my problem! I need help! Well, there are more emotional scarring that Ive gone thru in my life that made me this way. Close friends knew how much i loved this girl, who just used me and threw me. Well, all i can say is thanks, you ruined me! I need a friend, who i can confide in, who shares my feelings, and take me to newer grounds. Lots of my friends would say Im preety good in talkin to girls. But I know, i only could talk 2 them if ive been close to them from the beginning or ive been chattin thru sms or msn! If there was a situation where i was stuck with a girl in the elevator for hours, I still wouldnt be able to speak to her! Well, i need help! HELP!
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 4:04 PM
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